（日本語は英語のあとで・・・） I am preparing to visit the U.K and just to start a new life with my life partner. I have been put in an incredibly unstable situation since I had applied for a PhD course: it wasn't sure whether i was gonna be accepted as a student and able to stay with my partner and friends at the familiar city. Everyone around me had given me a tremendous support and kind words. However, there was not an enough space for a candidate to start a PhD, so I had to leave the ci